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Pick Your Poison by stg1985, literature

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Pick Your Poison

Build a wall In your heart Watch the world Fall apart Justice dies Never fair No one knows No one cares Pick your poison Fill your cup Drink until you've had enough Pick your poison Open wide Close your eyes And say goodbye. Fires burn On the streets Based on hate Terror feeds Bigots rise Chants and screams Hypnotized On the screen Pick your poison Fill your cup Drink until you've had enough Pick your poison Open wide Close your eyes And say goodbye.

Lost by stg1985, literature

Dancing With Illusions by stg1985, literature

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Dancing With Illusions

Whispering in the bitter past. Hoping this moment will last. I see a silhouette of you in my mind. How do I escape this dream? How do I break from the strings, That hold me in my place each night? I hope I make it through. When we dance, In a cloud of mystery, I can only see, The present and not the outcome. When we dance, And return to misery, I can only see, The present and not the outcome, Of this dance. Two steps, they control my mind. Three steps, one more step behind. A four step in this masterpiece of life. In a race of love and lust, One last kiss, might be a must. And fade back into another time. I hope I make i

Dark Angel by stg1985, literature

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Dark Angel

You try to challenge me, And my divinity. Heaven cast me away. And Hell won't let me stay. I fly overhead, Walk with the dead. I am the dark angel. I fly so high, I'll never die. I am the dark angel. The darkness fills my veins, I bring the demons pain. I walk with no disguise, I'm the one with souless eyes. I fly overhead, Walk with the dead. I am the dark angel. I fly so high, I'll never die. I am the dark angel. Take over my soul and let me BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Give over your control and make me FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let the darkness flow inside your MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And feel the evil mix in with the div

Intro to a Suicide by stg1985, literature

System Failure by stg1985, literature

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System Failure

I feel so trapped and so diseased. The conditions of my soul is fogged. The cataclysmic tremors beat, Upon my broken heart that's gone. System failure. Can you hear me scream? (NO!) Can you see me bleed? (NO!) Can you serve my greed, Or satisfy my needs. ------shut down------------- I am transparent yet unclear, The hopelessness of my addictions. The world I live in is dark and drear. The work of God's incompletion. That is me. Can you hear me scream? (NO!) Can you see me bleed? (NO!) Can you serve my greed, Or satisfy my needs. ------shut down------------- No one can reboot me, I wish the could shoot me. I'm feeling so

Self Destruct by stg1985, literature

Science by stg1985, literature

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Science

You- think we're monkeys. I- think we're human. You- think we're so damn smart, Well, I think we're stupid. You- think you're better than me. I- think you are much worse. You- think you're a miracle. Well, I know you're the curse. You're deceived by, What you believe and I, Think you have fallen, my friend. I hold your theories in my hand, And scrape it off like dirt from your eye. You're deceived by, Thoughts that aren't purified, Soon your blood spiral will end. I hold your science in my hand, And crumble it like dirt from the ground. You- think that we're perfect. I- know that we're flawed. You- are your own leader, I

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Pick Your Poison by stg1985, literature

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Pick Your Poison

Everybody-Backstreet Sucks by stg1985, literature

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Everybody-Backstreet Sucks

Everybody, This group\'s crummy. Everybody, This song isn\'t tight. Backstreet sucks big time! Oh my God, another hit. Why do they record this ****. Gonna plug my ears, and scream aloud. Gonna watch the preps go up and down. Does this music suck? {yeah}. Do they got some luck? {yeah}. Who really gives a ****, {not me}. With their stupid songs and rhymes, I just wanna shoot them down. Everybody, {yeah?} This group\'s sucky. {yeah} Everybody, This group ain\'t so tight. Backstreet\'s suck big time. BIG TIME. Now fling your fingers in the air. So they are number one, who really cares? Cuz\' I\'m a grunge, who doesn\'t give

Friend by stg1985, literature

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Friend

The summer breeze goes through your hair, And it sings your name, And of your beauty fond and fair, For in you is no shame. Your caring heart is clear to see, It will never come to an end. But I know that in your epiphany, You\'ll come out with the most friends. I\'ve cared for you since I first saw you, But this is plain to see. If later in your life, you are not with me, Then that\'s how life was meant to be. In the summer showering rains, And the winter\'s cold long nights. You\'re in my prayers so you\'re safe, And hope that God protects your life. In the depth of a long cold winter, And the ground hasn\'t succombered. I

Shine by stg1985, literature

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Shine

My life is now in, Your arms tonight, Feel the switchblade, It feels so right. My mind is yearning, And churning in the pain. Shining my talent, Is no gain. Brain is gone, And the soul is insane. Heart is cold, But running like a train. Suicide\'s coming like a heart attack, Then the pressure goes away, but then it comes back. Shine! The light is blinding into, My, Mind which is gone dead. I try, To find the way out. You, Left me without love. Your soul is plunging, Down to Earth. Mother and father, You gave me my birth. Son of God, You blessed my light soul, Stay in here with me, Before I grow cold. Now the devi

KnowN by stg1985, literature

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KnowN

Inside my mind, Inside my cell. I feel so bad, It\'s just like Hell. Crawling around, Dragging chains. No one else can feel my pain. I\'ve known you before. It wasn\'t in another life, It was something so much more. And your secret\'s safe with me. I just won\'t become what you want me to be, Just to be free. An honest lie, A happy down, My mind\'s spinning around and round. A boiling sun, Unlawful crime, Hourglass is out of time. I\'ve known you before. It wasn\'t in another life, It was something so much more. And your secret\'s safe with me. I just won\'t become what you want me to be, Just to be free. Oh no, not me

LoveLost by stg1985, literature

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LoveLost

Love in the life of a, Teen prom queen. I am alone, My life means nothing. But you and me, We are two of a kind. We have a lost romance, And a worthless mind. But I don\'t know why I am here, In this little room of my despair. Well, I don\'t like your attitude, And I just want to end it all. My mind is blank, Because of problems. Walking depressed, Cause I can\'t solve them. Just to sit around, In this old wrecked world. All I want\'s a man, And a little girl. But I don\'t know why I am here, In this little room of my despair. Well, I don\'t like your attitude, And I just want to end it all. But we have a lost love, W

ToRMeNT by stg1985, literature

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ToRMeNT

The blood\'s flowing down. My mind is spinning around. My mind is in a hole, Without an explanation. Depression strikes me hard, Lost my concentration. {Aa, AA} TORMENT. {Oh no} TORMENT. Everything is falling down. {Everyone\'s a witness} I can\'t seem to come around. {Your life isn\'t in bliss} The torment\'s controlling me. (I\'ve gone psycho now I\'m dead} I just want to be free. {Now I\'m staring at a dead head} My life is going down, A spiral that will not end. The nerves that are in my body, They are dead and they will not send. {Aa, Aa} Torment, torment. {Oh no} TORMENT! Everything is falling down. {Everyone\

Liquor by stg1985, literature

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Liquor

A country, a nation, Is falling into the grips of dark. Our people, our loved ones, Are dying just like old men in the park. Where has the morality gone? The politics dropped the bomb. Why, why, why? Why is the liqour dry? Just like, The bones from an old suicide. Why, why? Why can\'t this world comprimise? Why, why? Why is the liqour dry? A building collapses, Killing thousands of people we know. Distorted media, Killing all of the world that we know. Dying with no words said, Morale collapses, and then we\'re dead. Why, why, why? Why is the liqour dry? Just like, The bones from an old suicide. Why, why? Why can\'t t

Asylum of Pain by stg1985, literature

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Asylum of Pain

First when I saw you, I knew you and me were in love. Then the steel chains were broken, But you\'re still my number one. Then you told your friends, To bring this depressing pain. But when they got there, I knew, Cuz\' I went insane. My mind, I cannot find it in my heart, To forgive you. My life, I\'m going insane about you. It\'s like a bullet to my brain. I\'m stuck in this little room, I\'ve gone insane. Last time I held you, My heart was like pure gold. Then you messed with my head, Now my heart\'s an ice cold. First time I kissed you, I thought I was in a dream. Now I\'m in this place, I see you, And I start to

Depressed by stg1985, literature

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Depressed

My mind is nothing, But my soul is something. Ex-girlfriend was killed by, A train wreck, it made me cry. I\'m depressed, but I am fine. I am stressed, but I\'m all right. The problems not solved, But the fight is done. The battle\'s over, But the war\'s not won. Just let me get somewhere, In misery and despair. I\'m crouched in this spot, I have a big blood clot. I\'m depressed, but I am fine. I am stressed, but I\'m all right. The problems not solved, But the fight is done. The battle\'s over, But the war\'s not won. I\'m depressed, but I am fine. I am stressed, but I\'m all right. The problems not solved, But the fig

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One Cowboy Hat, One Bitter....

One Cowboy Hat, One Bitter Cowboy ,And One Desert Horizon. By Rachael Promises are the keys to lies A heart full of melodies Quite like the reflections of mistakes and loved ones The edge of wonder Fees for the entrance The leaves fall like colliding emphasis of teenage drama The sun sets Followed by many decisions Just take it (chorus) take it now I took it down A battle between true communications and mixed signals Your robot materialistic ideas have no depth As common as it seems Not everyone believes Well, I'm not going to be here forever That's when he said "Your life isn't dead yet" And the music kept playing

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This House Called In Sick.....

This House Called In Sick Today: Homesick. By Rachael This letter made of tension Intertwined with mercy Created A new fashion of escape and faltering actions Plagiarize Primal Memories Dreams or Wishes :Panic Episode: Serve Emptiness On A Sidedish Shoving Mouthfuls Of Hope and Love A Taste Of Deceit and Regret Soon Disappear Sympathize A Reflection Of What Could Be Trust Destitute A Night When Everything Seemed To Be Perfect Disguise Or Just May

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A Bliztkrieg-Anatomy Of A.....

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Goodbye by stg1985, literature

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About stg1985

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Current Residence: Rochelle, IL
Favourite genre of music: Music that talks about suicide, pain, and hope
Favourite photographer: EWM
Favourite style of art: Death
Operating System: a pen and paper
Shell of choice: my life is my shell
Wallpaper of choice: Anything
Skin of choice: the wretched tight skin that covers me
Favorite cartoon character: family guy (nuff said)
Quote: Have fun, make friends, don't make babies.

Favourite Visual Artist

no one

Favourite Movies

Labyrinth, SAW 1 AND 2, and Almost Famous

Favourite TV Shows

Family Guy, Mary Shelley's Frankenhole, Moral Orel, Gotham, Futurama, & Sons of Anarchy

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Bludspyre, MUDVAYNE, Cold, STAIND, Sevendust, and System of a Down

Favourite Writers

nihilistictendencies and BulletProofPrincess

Favourite Games

Skyrim, Dishonored, and Oblivion

Favourite Gaming Platform

A table

Tools of the Trade

My knife, pad, pencil, my blood, and a will to fight

Other Interests

only one girl, BLUDSPYRE, recording CDs, writing and singing songs

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Jun 27, 2007

Awaiting this date!

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On July 17th a single choice will be made. I'm happy for the most part of life, but that day will decide something very important. I find out if love is really 'true' or it's just a label that means strong feelings. I never wanted any of my passion to go to waste, but time and time again the kisses have become cold. If she chooses the right choice then there is hope for me, if not, then it's been great knowing everyone. I will no longer take this shit from her. I love her to much but at the same time I'm starting to hate her actions. I pray she chooses wisely, if not, it all depends on how I do it. My choice: Asphyxiation: quick for myself

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Jun 21, 2007

Suicide

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Today, I tried to take my life. I went upstairs, grabbed a rope, and tightened it tighter round my neck with each thought of the girl I love. I'm tired of the games she doesn't know she's playing. She's enjoying life, and I'm bettering myself for her. She doesn't know this, but NO ONE will ever love her like I do, and I will always love her. I failed today, but I probably will get the courage to take the full step. FUCK EVERYONE No one knows the pain I feel, and I am going to make it stop. Goodbye everyone who reads my poems, thanx for your support. Hopefully she loves me and still cares, but I will take away her pain of thinking of me.

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Feb 24, 2007

A Tough Night

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Sunday night I had the toughest night ever at work, and I went to a friend's house, and she saw that I had a rough one, and she fixed me up a cranberry vodka drink (extra strong). I was feeling good, but still bummer. THEN SHE BUSTED OUT SOME PURPLE!!!!! I had stopped tokin' when I was in 10th grade due to girlfriends and me not liking it anymore, but I have started to pick the habit back up and boy, it is sure fun. I only smoked an 1/8 with her, but I was relaxed and ready to sleep......then the munchies kicked in. I had to go to work to get some friggin' POPTARTS. I got my food and devoured it in seconds. I'm gonna get an 1/8 next week for

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Jul 31, 2008

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Mar 11, 2007

Hey, RockStar.
You need to get online.
I haven't heard from
you in a long time.

Sep 7, 2006

Hm, alot of stuff has been going on.
Espacially School. It's so stressful.
What about you?
And I just added a poem that I think
would make great lyrics.

Jun 5, 2006

Hey.
I hope you're two day
tour went well.
Miss ya.
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Apr 30, 2006

Are you,sir, by any chance a professional glue sticker-together-er?

Apr 25, 2006

I just wanted to say thanks
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They are much appreciated.
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